It's been … well, far too long since I've sat with a deck.
Sometimes I worry that they'll forget me or we'll forget each other and have to rebuild our relationship. And then I remember that's not how it works for me. They'll chastise me, sure, but the energy is there, the way we understand each other doesn't change.
Sometimes I wish they coddled me, allowed me to only see the positive to a situation. And then I remember we don't work like that, and I wouldn't want it any other way.
A quick spread to check in with myself.
"What do I need to know about 1) myself, 2) my body, 3) my art, and 4) my future career?"
1. The Fool.
2. Six of Pentacles, inverted.
3. Page of Wands, inverted.
4. Three of Cups.
All reminders to find my footing and not be afraid to take that first step, be gentle with myself, put in the work, and find my community.
And, yet again, I am reminded why I come back to the cards time and time again.
* Deck: LinestriderTarot by Siolo Thompson